What will this day be like, I wonder…
What will my future be, I wonder…
It could be so exciting, to be out in the world, to be free
my heart should be wildly rejoices
oh what’s the matter with me?
ive always longed for adventure, to do the things I’ve never dared
now here I’m facing adventure, then why am I so scared?
I must stop these doubts all these worries, if I don’t I just know I’ll turn back
i must dream of the things I am seeking, I am seeking the courage I lack
-excerpt from I Have Confidence by maria von trapp
I move to Seattle in less than two weeks. Stephanie my assistant was finally promoted to my old position as the new Culinary Program Coordinator for our Arlington school. It was a happy day for her today. We also hired an assistant for her. I wish her the best of luck in her new program and hope she carries on the torch.
I continue to be sad about leaving DC and leaving Brian. I continue to poke and berrate Brian, probalby in my stupid attempt for his attention. I feel that I need to jab him now and then just to keep his attention away from Donno. Don’t think its working. I”m sad. I just want my last few days in DC to be with him and to have his attention, not Donno’s.Filed under: Personal Log